12.26.2004

All These Things That I've Done

"I got soul, but I'm not a soldier."

12.22.2004

Resolutions, 2005

The guide at the New York Botanical Garden said,"It's a race to see whether we destroy ourselves or save ourselves."

Honey, you don't know the half of it! Listen lady, I was going to enlist in the Honesty Revolution Monday morning, but I was late for work. I didn't have time.

It's been a great holiday season in the city. Our girl has come home. The Russians are in love and engaged (Russians). The work and apartment parties were genuinely good times. Our couch--I mean, guest bed--has never seen such action.

What are we doing for New Year's? Here it is. I was thinking of taking up the Huntsmanites' invitation to dinner, then going to my apartment. Sitting and drinking. You are welcome to come, dear reader. Bring Your Own Beer. Bring Your Own Food. Bring Your Own Drama. I will not provide any.

Resolutions: Swear less. Get hot. La Bonne Soupe.

11.05.2004

Election Results

If you know me, you know how my experiences have shaped this guiding principle/defense mechanism: if you don't expect too much from people, they can never let you down.

This made Wednesday okay. Don't pin your hopes on your fellow citizens, and they won't disappoint you.

But Thursday, when trusty Morning Edition was telling me about the role of Moral Values in the election result, well, my chest tightened. Just the feeling of my tongue in my mouth made me want to vomit. Thursday hurt. Thursday was sad.

A glimmer of hope came when God tried to cheer me up by ensuring that I heard Drowning Pool's "Bodies" on the drive home.

For in the next four years, what dreads may come.

10.28.2004

A Wedding and a Bracelet

Myspace is kicked in the junk. Apparently, you have to be a member to post comments. What the fuck is that about?

Still, it gives me something to do. I have a morning check-in with all these people! And they're speaking out on issues that are important to me. On the recent journey to Niagara Falls, I was hesitant to broach the subject of the Livestrong bracelet. I felt like a bad person for hating them, but I do, and it's good to know I'm not the only one who is wondering about these things. Ultimately I agreed with the point that Livestrong is an effective fundraiser, because people who might not normally donate will do so in order to get this ugly bracelet. After a while, those donations in small increments add up, and money goes to cancer research. But what doesn't add up is that after the marketing tactic worked and you were left with this ugly-ass bracelet, why did you choose to wear it? We can eliminate aesthetics as a motive; it's yellow. This leaves people who are wearing the bracelet in honor or memory of some significant person's battle with cancer, people who are wearing it to show everyone else in the universe that they gave money to cancer, and those wearing it because they saw a bunch of other people wearing an ugly-ass bracelet and didn't want to feel left out. I fear the latter two reasons are the predominant drivers of current behavior. Livestrong? More like livewrong!

This is in no way an endorsement of the Liveweak bracelet.

In other news, I went home to New Jersey for the wedding of Bridget and Norman. It was the first Friend Wedding, so it was a big deal. Bridget's dress was stunning. I was additionally impressed by the music at the ceremony and the dessert extravaganza at the reception. Cristine, her boy Mike, Andrea, and I had a fun time at the shot machine to avoid tipping the bartenders. There was also a reunion of beautiful maids and staunch, true men at the Dublin Pub: in addition to the aformentioned Cristine, Dani came up from LBI, Samantha appeared, and Erin rang like a bell through the night. Add to this core Richard, Kurt, Jay, and Ken, a collection of former schoolmates, theatre/music buddies, friends, j.o. fantasies...basically people that I enjoy running into. This set the stage for a typical NJ evening. 1)In an effort to prolong the outing, Erin, Dani, and I went to Late Night at Buck's. 2)Richard was not dealt a hand. 3)I again found myself having serious conversations outside of Kurt's house because when my friends and I have been drinking, any protective bubble--thin though it may be--that we use to shield the rest of civilization from our affairs is shot to hell. 4) A delicious cupcake was not fucking eaten. 5) We watched an entire episode of Fresh Prince of Bel-Air to settle an argument over whether Will calls his aunt "Ont Viv" or "Ant Viv." 6) Will did not refer to his aunt during the entire episode viewed. 7) Prior to passing out in the Peach Room at 22 Emerson, a pair of beautiful blue boobs was discovered.

New Jersey: Not Just for kicking yourself in the ass anymore.

I will try to use the words whippersnapper and rogue more frequently. Rogue only in a flirtatious sense, as in, "You rogue!" (Maybe an outgrowth of "Oh, Rob Lowe!")

10.09.2004

Summer in Review

Argentina was fantastico (Come home, Brooke! Raina and I have a project).

Julie bought me a shirt because she thought I would hate it. This is one of several reasons why I love Julie.

Baltimore was fun. The play was a bit ridiculous, but most of the actors,including Bob, were good. The roommates are good people, and I'm inspired by B303 Beat to write a newsletter for my apartment.

"Or was Sue simply so perverse that she willfully gave herself and him pain for the odd and mournful luxury of practising long-suffering in her own person, and of being touched with tender pity for him at having made him practise it?...Possibly she would go on inflicting such pains again and again, and grieving for the sufferer again and again, in all her colossal inconsistency." --Thomas Hardy

Sue Bridehead, fucking bitch. 'Nice to meet you, let's have a drink sometime. I recommend Jude the Obscure. It does for marriage what Requiem for a Dream does for drugs.

Turn-on of the season in musical form: Franz Ferdinand.

Turn-on of the season in musical form, honorable mention: Dvorak's Ninth.

Turn-on of the season in human form: the Misanthrope, a.k.a. the Avid Outdoorsman.

Turn-on of the season in human form, honorable mention: Isabelle Huppert

Place to form incredible friendships of the season: Brandy's Piano Bar.

Most invalid claim of the season: "Tastes just like tiramisu!"

Gayest thing you'll do all season: iron whilst singing along to The Mikado.

Speaking of Ms. Huppert, the Nobel Prize in literature was awarded to the author of the book on which La Pianiste is based. I've half a mind to read the book. NPR was calling it "semiautobiographical." That disturbs me.

Ladies and gentlemen, I did it. I sang "The Wrong Way" at karaoke. And thus another door closes. But behind that door is another door. And then you open it, and there's another door. God bless WPHS.

I'm going to work on coherence. It's a life skill.

8.08.2004

Back

Apologies for the long hiatus, dear readers. I currently don't have an Internet connection in New York, and I don't know that I'm going to get one. The only opportunity I have to update is when I'm here in lovely Whippany.

It's difficult to cover the past few months all at once. The whole recency effect prevails. Saw a good Guster-Rufus-Ben Folds concert. Tilove revealed the free kayaking on the Hudson River, Raina liked The English Patient (happy fist!), Mike and Hari came for a wild weekend, and I can't get "Mad World" from the last scene in Donnie Darko out of my head. There were many HRG birthday celebrations, as well as a wine tasting, 3 weekends wasted working, and the introduction of icebreakers and "Baby Freestyle." On Tuesday nights we paint the town red.

I'm giving up on Gravity's Rainbow. Maybe I'll come back to it. But I could have read other books 15.43-the 3 repeating-times over in the amount of time I've struggled with this book.

It's incredible that in one month I'll have been at work for 1 year! Time flies.

Friday, I purchased my tickets for Argentina!

4.17.2004

These Little Town Blues...

We got an apartment!

4.01.2004

Work

I feel like I'm struggling to keep my head above water.

Monday, in the second-floor bathroom of the Sutton Park office complex in Valhalla, NY: two breaths short of a breakdown.

Wednesday: management carries out Mr. President's request to inform me to please refrain from eating at my desk.

Does the phrase, "This is all bullshit" apply more and more to your daily life?

Now, for the good news. My dear friend and I are moving to New York!! Secondly, ANOTHER dear friend will be in town taking a break from Peru!!

2.26.2004

Don't Tread On Me

Words can bring me down. Particularly if they're written into the Constitution. You can find contact information for your elected officials at www.congress.org. Let them know you oppose any amendment to the Constitution that would deny marriage to same-sex couples.

2.18.2004

East/West

San Diego was delightful. I went to the zoo, I had a necessary conversation, I had the good fortune to go out for Afghan food, and I experienced the best peanut butter & jelly sandwich of my life. The weather was perfect and the margaritas were plentiful. I heard everyone preface highway routes with "the." I cruised around in a BMW whilst listening to Beyonce. I lingered on many a beach. This was perhaps the California's greatest attraction for me; city + beach = recipe for content. Thanks for hosting, Mr. Reyes and Cie.

Vermont was also fun. We rocked out to Video Pigeon on Valentine's Day. The weather was freezing and the Cooler Ranch Doritos were plentiful. We waited for SEVEN minutes at Henry's Diner before being approached by a server. As often happens when the "Dirty Jerz" goes to the Green Mountains, 1) the "Dirty Jerz" got lost on the way (and sadly this time, we did not penetrate Vergennes), 2) we took the opportunity to dress outlandishly, and 3) everyone got crazysexydrunk.

I'm an aspiring jet-setter.

Bleh.

1.12.2004

Fun with the Freshmen

HRG Game Night was Tabootylicious.

Are you having a run-of-the-mill day and want to spice it up a bit? Try this exercise:

Scan your radio until you find The Verve Pipe's "The Freshmen." Sing the lyrics with as much feeling as possible. Get that throaty anguish in there. You can't be held responsible. She was touching her face.

Guaranteed LOL, my friends.

1.06.2004

New Year

I have nothing to say yet. This is just to make a new page.

Hope you score in 2004!